Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I finally got my personal laptop. But im online for a few days already and not even a single person come and talk to me on msn... My heart felt as if a million knife stabbing in my heart. Tmr we gonna take our PSLE results... I doubt that anybody is gonna talk to me happily like we use to be..
A particular person who is my best friend in my heart, but im not her best friend, told a sentence to me and those few words crashed our whole friendship. I wish her best in her PSLE result. Even though I wont say who that girl is, I doubt she even know that im talking about her. Im so afraid to be her friend again. Im afraid she would crash my heart this time. So when tmr we go and take our results, I'll try not to talk to her. I know nobody will read this blog. But i'll just type it everyday to tell myself what I have done everyday. You may thing im very boy, like a tomboy, actually im a very weak girl that cant protect myself. I have a dumb talent... Its that when somebody wants me to cry, just give me a few minutes and real tears will roll down my face. Well imma go watch iCarly now. Bye :D
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